Why are you becoming everything I hate?

I gotta find something to do with all this free time.

I will… once my sunburn goes away -__-

You know what’s annoying?

The fact that we had plans, but you overlooked them to do whatever the hell you’re doing. I could really use your company right now.

Fuck everythiiiing.

I’m gonna curl up in a ball and read a book, or something.

I wish I wasn’t so afraid.

I’m afraid to trust you again. To be honest, you never earned my trust back, and if you were to go away I wouldn’t trust you for one fucking minute. She’s a fool, you know. The fact that she actually trusts you with this is laughable. I guess I’ve seen more than she has. I really do hate you for this. 

I wish I could take a chance with you. But I feel like I already know what would happen, and would rather leave things as is than mess them up. These things always play out better in my head. 

I know I can’t expect anything to just change. If I want something to happen, I have to make an effort too. Instead of watching things go up in flames, I think I’ll just stay here for a while.

I got thiiis.

Can’t you even TRY to understand?

Get off your fucking high horse for a second and LISTEN TO ME. If you weren’t so damn stubborn you might actually realize that I make sense. It’s not all about you.

I wish you could see how much this means to me. I wish you would take a step back and actually see everything.

There’s a difference between looking and seeing, hearing and listening.

What exactly do you expect from me? Let’s cut the crap and be real.

I’m more than ready, but I don’t think you’re ready to listen to what I have to say.

My future has me super pumped. :D